look what I found in dad's notebook

a picture of me, afiq and amir (the three eldest)

and.... the last picture of wan during the family's birthday celebrations..

I miss you all the time wan..

1st of december 2009

I look at yesterday and I say, goodbye. I'm not going to see you again today or tomorrow but I'm sure that I'll remember you always, all the time.

As for the place where I used to live in, the room I used to sleep in, the desk I used to work in, day and night, it was a pleasure to know you all.

Now I can proudly tell my children and grandchildren in the future, I did take that challenge and went there to find myself and now, I'm half way there.

Thank you all.

hey it's my birthday!

hey, it's my birthday again and as usual, the birthday wishes and calls..thank you friends, families everyone!

but there's a little bit of surprise this time, my fellow colleagues and friends in Perak gave me a surprise birthday party yesterday at my old time fave makan place, Sushi King and they sang me the "happy birthday" song! Gosh, it feels like ages ago someone did that to me! Thanks a million guys! I really appreciate it!

I love you guys!

p.s. bey, you owe me a birthday celebration! thank God there're kakten, elly and mun! thanks babes! sgt mencintai korang!

an honest confession of siti adeb

Going out with tj (everyone figured out who's LM so, might as well just call him tj) later on at noon. No where special, the same old, same old activities. Maybe going to go watch some movies then go grab a bite and that's it for the day. We planned on going to Sunway (yes, the waterpark) but then, we had to change the plan due to my menstruation period which I just got it this morning. So, I know tj is freaking out not to do anything extraordinary for the day since I hate mundane dates.

I just love to torture him. It feeds my hunger for love.

I have to say, I am not a normal partner. I hate routine dates or calls or texts but I'd still do it. I have issues with trust and showing too much empathy when no body's around but I'm not really that sympathetic to show too much of a PDA. I hate to be a helpless romantic but I want tj to be one. And by far, there are times that I don't know what I want and I want tj to know what is it. In short, I want him to go figure himself. Well, he's no superman, but I'd still torture him and wishing him to be one. (haha)

So bey, when you got home after our date today, please read this and know I am such a lousy partner. I'm very sorry and I always love you nevertheless.

ohh my bubbly buble!

oh, I heart you!